the weight of other people's expectations

The Father Runs Before You Arrive

The morning light hits the window, and you put on the face they expect to see. You smooth the edges of your voice.

You carry the weight of their questions, their dreams for you, their quiet disappointment if you step out of line. It is heavy, this armor of okayness.

But the light does not need your performance. It sees the person behind the mask—the one who is tired of pretending.

There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off. He did not wait for the speech.

He did not wait for the apology or the promise to do better. He ran.

Before the mask could be fully removed, before the dirt was washed off, the father's arms were around him. The light runs toward you not because you got it right today, but because you are there.

You do not have to earn the right to be held. The weight you carry was never yours to lift.

Put it down. The light knows your name, and it is not the one the world gave you.

Drawing from

Luke, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

Luke 15:20

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