replaying a moment in your head where you laughed at a joke you didn't understand just to fit in

The Dawn Does Not Demand Performance

The sun is up, but your mind is still stuck in that room last night, replaying the moment you laughed at a joke you didn't understand. You smiled to fit in, to belong, to keep the mask from slipping.

Now the silence of the morning feels like an accusation. But look at the light coming through the window.

It does not demand that you be clever. It does not require you to understand everything before it touches your face.

The dawn rises on the confused and the certain alike. You do not have to perform for the day to begin.

The light sees the real you—the one who didn't get the joke, the one who is tired of pretending—and it loves that person enough to wake up for them. You are known, even in your silence.

The mask was heavy; you can put it down now.

Drawing from

Matthew, Gospel of Thomas

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