lying perfectly still in bed so your partner doesn't feel you trembling, terrified that if they wake up and sense your shaking, they'll know you're falling apart again

The Light Is Not Afraid of Your Shaking

The sun is rising outside, but in here, you are holding your breath, lying perfectly still so the person beside you doesn't feel the tremor running through your bones. You are terrified that if they wake up, if they sense the shaking, they will know you are falling apart again.

But listen — the light does not require you to be steady to be present. There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off, while the son was still rehearsing his apology, still covered in the dust of his failure.

He ran. Before the speech, before the promise to do better — he ran.

The light sees your trembling not as a flaw to be hidden, but as a signal that you are still here, still fighting. You do not have to freeze yourself into silence to be loved.

The dawn is breaking whether you hold still or not. The light is not afraid of your shaking.

Drawing from

Luke, Matthew

Verses

Luke 15:20

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