You Are Not A Broken Project
The room is bright, the coffee is brewing, and you are performing the role of the functional adult you are supposed to be. You catch their eye across the kitchen, expecting anger or frustration.
Instead, you find a quiet, exhausted pity that makes you feel small—like a child they are forced to care for rather than an equal they chose to love. That look cuts deeper than any shout ever could because it suggests you are beyond reach, a project too heavy to fix.
But the light does not see a project. It sees a person.
There is a truth inside you that is older than this exhaustion, deeper than this pity. It cannot be tired out.
It cannot be diminished by a glance. You are not the burden you feel yourself becoming.
You are the light that holds them both.
Drawing from
1 John 3:19-20, Gospel of Thomas 77
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