the terror of someone asking how you really are and feeling your throat close up because you cannot trust yourself to speak without collapsing

The Light Knows Your Silence

The question lands in the middle of your day, simple and harmless: how are you? And suddenly your throat closes, tight as a fist, because you know if you speak the truth, you will collapse right there on the pavement.

You are holding so much weight while the world keeps moving, and the fear is that one honest word will shatter the performance. But listen — the light does not need your speech to know what you carry.

It sees the tremor in your hands and the silence in your chest. It is not waiting for you to explain yourself before it stays.

It is already there, in the very place where you cannot speak. You do not have to open your mouth to be held.

The light knows the weight before you ever say a word.

Drawing from

1 John, Matthew

Verses

1 John 3:19, Matthew 10:26

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