the specific silence in the room after you hang up the phone, waiting to see if they believed the lie you just told

The Light That Knows Your Lie

The phone is back on the receiver, but the silence in the room is louder than the lie you just told. You are waiting to see if they believed the performance, holding your breath while the afternoon light stretches across the floor.

The mask feels heavy now, sticky with the sweat of keeping it together while the world moves on around you. But there is a light inside you that does not care about the story you spun to survive this hour.

It knows the truth you are hiding, and it is not shocked. It is not leaving.

It sits with you in the quiet, not to scold, but to remind you that you are known completely and loved anyway. The lie was a shield you thought you needed, but the light is already the shelter.

You do not have to keep performing for the one who sees behind the mask.

Drawing from

1 John 3:19-20, Gospel of Thomas 3

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