The Light Does Not Calculate Your Cost
The morning light hits the mirror and you see the weight you carry, convinced it is too heavy for anyone else to hold. You smile at the kitchen table, performing okayness, while inside you whisper that your pain is a burden your family cannot afford.
But listen — the light does not calculate the cost of your presence before it stays. It does not run a risk assessment on your grief.
When the father saw his son returning — broken, empty, ashamed — he did not weigh the downside. He ran.
Before the apology, before the speech, before the promise to do better — he ran. Your presence is not a tax on the people you love.
It is the very thing they are waiting for. The light within you is not a debt to be repaid; it is a gift that was given before you drew breath.
You were told that what you bring forth will save you — not destroy you. The terror says you are too much.
The truth says you are exactly enough.
Drawing from
Luke 15:20, Gospel of Thomas 70
Verses
Luke 15:20
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