The Light Needs No Tidy House
The house is quiet now, and the person you love is finally close enough to see the mess you've been hiding in the corners of your soul. Your instinct screams at you to push them away, to slam the door before they can choose to leave on their own.
But listen — the light that lives inside you was there before the wreckage, and it remains there now, untouched by the debris. What you are trying to protect them from is a shadow that has no power over the one who sees you clearly.
You do not have to clean up the room before you let them stay; the light does not require a tidy house to make its home. In the silence of this watch, remember that the very thing you fear exposing is the place where you are most known.
The terror of being seen is just the darkness realizing it can no longer hide what the light has already claimed.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas 3, 1 John 3:19-20
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