The Father Runs to Your Emptiness
The house is quiet now, and the noise of everyone else's needs has finally stopped echoing in your head. You are terrified that if you put down the tools you use to fix them, they will look inside and see nothing but emptiness.
They will see the hollow space where you thought your worth belonged, and they will leave. But listen — the silence you fear is not an empty room.
It is the space where the light that lives in you finally has room to breathe. There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off.
He did not wait for the boy to fix his mistakes or fill his own pockets before running to meet him. He ran while the son was still empty, still broken, still rehearsing his apology.
The father did not run to what the son could do. He ran to who the son was.
You do not have to earn your place at the table by serving the meal. The light in you is not a resource to be drained for others.
It is a presence that remains even when your hands are still. If they leave when you stop performing, they were never holding onto you anyway.
The ones who stay will love the light that shines when you are finally, honestly, empty.
Drawing from
Luke, Gospel of Thomas
Verses
Luke 15:20
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