The Light Finds You in Exhaustion
The afternoon sun is bright, and it makes the shadows inside you feel like a crime. You are holding your head up, smiling at the right moments, terrified that if you admit you are tired, the mask will slip and everyone will see the fraud beneath.
They will realize you are empty. They will leave.
But the light does not need your performance to stay. There was a man by a pool for thirty-eight years, waiting for someone to help him, convinced his inability to move was his identity.
The light walked straight to him, ignored the crowd, ignored the rules, and asked the one question that matters: 'Do you want to get well?' It did not ask for his resume. It did not ask him to prove he was worthy of healing before it spoke.
It saw the exhaustion and offered rest. The truth you are hiding is not a reason for abandonment — it is the very place where the light finds you.
You do not have to pretend to be strong to be held. The light is not looking for a worker.
It is looking for you.
Drawing from
Gospel of John, Gospel of Thomas
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