The Light Loves the One Hiding
The house is quiet now, and the mask you wore all day feels heavy enough to crush you. You are terrified that if you stop performing competence for even one hour, everyone will see the fraud beneath and walk away.
But the light does not love the performance; it loves the person hiding behind it. There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off, still covered in the filth of his failure, and he ran.
Before the apology, before the speech, before the promise to do better — he ran. The light is already running toward the real you, not the competent version you pretend to be.
You do not have to earn the right to be held. You only have to stop hiding the one who needs holding.
The love you fear losing was never conditional on your success.
Drawing from
Luke 15:20, John 21:15-17
Verses
Luke 15:20
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