the terror that your siblings only love the version of you that you perform for them, and that stopping the act would end the relationship

The Feast Before The Cleanup

The house is quiet now, and the mask you wore all day feels heavy enough to crush you. You are terrified that if you stop performing, the love will stop too—that your siblings only want the version of you that never struggles.

But there is a Father who saw his son coming home from a long way off, still covered in the filth of his failure, and ran to meet him before the apology was even spoken. The embrace came first.

The feast came before the cleanup. Your worth is not something you earn by staying perfect; it is something you are, simply because you exist.

The light inside you does not need to be polished to be seen. It shines even when you are broken.

You do not have to keep acting to keep the connection alive.

Drawing from

Luke, John

Verses

Luke 15:20, John 1:16

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