the silent flinch when a door opens and you have to instantly rearrange your face into someone who is fine

The Light Does Not Demand Your Mask

The door opens and your face moves before your mind catches up. You rearrange the features into something acceptable, something that says 'I am fine' when you are barely holding on.

The morning light does not ask for this performance. It spills across the floor without demanding you straighten your spine or fix your expression.

You have spent the night surviving, and the courage of this hour is not in the mask you wear, but in the fact that you are still here to wear it. The light that rises now is not a spotlight meant to expose your exhaustion; it is a gentle dawn that sees the effort it takes to simply stand.

You do not have to convince the day that you are okay. You only have to let the light touch the parts of you that are tired.

Drawing from

Matthew, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

Matthew 5:3-4

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