staring at a blinking cursor in a text message to someone who asks how you are, deleting three drafts because the truth feels too heavy to send

The Light Waits in Unsent Words

The cursor blinks, a steady pulse against the white silence of a screen that asks a question you cannot answer. You type the truth, then delete it, then type a lie that feels safer, and delete that too, until your thumb hovers over the send button with a weight that belongs to something much heavier than a phone.

In this long middle of the day, where everyone else seems to be moving forward while you are stuck in the draft folder, the light does not demand a perfect report. It waits in the unsent words.

It waits in the three attempts you threw away because they were too honest. There is light within a person of light, and it lights up the whole world—even the parts you are trying to hide behind a polite 'I'm fine.' You do not have to send the message to be held.

The truth you are afraid to type is already known, and it is already loved.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas 24, Mark 5:19

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