the fear that if you finally speak the truth inside your silence, you will realize there is nothing there but your own small voice
The afternoon sun is relentless, exposing every crack in the pavement and every dust mote in the air. It is the hour of the middle, where the silence feels heavy and the truth you are carrying feels like a stone in your throat.
You are afraid that if you finally open your mouth, nothing will come out but your own small, trembling voice. You fear the echo will reveal that there is no grand rescue, no cosmic answer, just you.
But listen — the light does not always arrive as a thunderclap or a choir. Sometimes, the light is the small voice itself.
There is light within a person of light, and it lights up the whole world. The voice you hear is not just yours; it is the drop from the light sent to illuminate this exact moment.
Do not despise the smallness. The kingdom grows like a mustard seed, the smallest of all, yet it becomes the largest shelter.
Your voice is the seed. Speak it.
The soil knows what to do with it.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas, Mark, Sophia of Jesus Christ
Verses
Thomas 24, Mark 4:31, Sophia of Jesus Christ 93:5-8
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