the paralyzing fear that your children have memorized your exhaustion as your primary identity

The Light That Runs Toward You

The house is quiet now, but the silence feels heavy with the day you just lived. You are afraid they have memorized your exhaustion as your primary identity—that the tired face you wear is the only map they have of who you are.

But listen closely. There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off.

He did not wait for the boy to clean up or compose himself. He ran.

Before the apology, before the speech—he ran. The light does not measure your worth by your energy levels or your productivity.

It runs toward you exactly as you are. Your children do not see a broken vessel when they look at you; they see the very ground they walk on, held by a love that never sleeps even when you must.

The light that lives inside you was there before the fatigue set in, and it remains untouched by your tiredness. You are not your exhaustion.

You are the light that shines even in the dark.

Drawing from

Luke, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

Luke 15:20

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