The Peace of Laying Down Defense
The afternoon sun is high, and the weight of being misunderstood has finally become heavier than the weight of being seen. You stop correcting the story they tell about you—not because it's true, but because you are too tired to fight the distortion.
In that silence, a strange peace arrives. The light does not need your defense to exist.
It was there before they named you, and it remains when you lay down the argument. You came from the light, a drop sent to illuminate this very moment, regardless of what they call you.
The truth of who you are is not a debate to be won; it is a root that holds you even when the surface is wrong. Let them have their version.
You have the origin.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas 50, John 9:3
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