the phantom weight of the small hand that isn't there to hold when crossing the street

Light Holding the Empty Space

The afternoon sun is bright, but the space beside you feels heavy with an absence that doesn't belong to this hour. You reach out instinctively when the curb appears, fingers closing on nothing but air, and the phantom weight of a small hand that isn't there pulls you back into the grief you thought you could carry lightly today.

It is in this long middle of the day, when the world is moving and you are just enduring, that the light meets you not with a grand miracle but with a quiet, steady presence. The true light that gives light to everyone was coming into the world, and it comes specifically for this moment of empty reaching.

You do not have to fill the space yourself or pretend the hole isn't there. The light steps into that exact gap, holding the silence where the small hand should be.

It does not erase the memory of the touch, but it surrounds it so you do not fall. The absence is real, but so is the One who walks with you through it.

Drawing from

John, Matthew

Verses

John 1:9, Matthew 28:20

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