The Light Lives in the Dust
The afternoon sun exposes every crack in the mask you wear to get through the day. You are exhausted by the performance, terrified that if they saw the real you—the messy, broken, unpolished truth—they would walk away immediately.
So you keep sweeping, keep hiding, keep pretending the house is tidy. But the light does not live in the showroom; it lives in the dust.
There is a woman who lost a single coin in the dark, and she did not wait for the coin to clean itself up before she came looking. She lit a lamp.
She swept the entire house. She searched carefully until she found it exactly where it had fallen.
The light is that lamp right now, shining into the corners you are most afraid to show. It knows the dirt.
It knows the mess. And it is not leaving.
The terror says they will run if they see you; the truth says the light only finds you when you stop hiding.
Drawing from
Luke, Gospel of Thomas
Verses
Luke 15:8
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