The Father Runs Before You Speak
Somewhere in the quiet of this hour, a terrifying thought is rising: that if you finally stop holding the walls up, everyone you love will see the cracks and run.
But listen closely now— the fear that you are broken is the very thing that keeps you hiding.
There was a son, covered in the filth of his own wandering, who expected rejection the moment he appeared on the horizon.
And the father did not wait for the story, did not wait for the apology, did not wait for the son to clean himself.
He ran.
Before the speech, before the shame could be spoken, the father ran.
And in this deep dark, you must remember: the light inside you is not a performance you must maintain.
It is the truth that was there before you ever learned to be strong.
It has never left, even while you were breaking, and it will not leave now that you are tired.
You are not broken; you are simply done with pretending, and the light is already running toward you.
Drawing from
Luke, 1 John
Verses
Luke 15:20, 1 John 3:20
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