Loved Beneath the Broken Mask
It is three in the morning, and the silence is loud enough to hear the crack in your own voice. You are realizing that the love you received was for the mask, not the face beneath it.
They loved the edited version, the one you polished until it shined, but they turned away from the raw truth you tried to hide. In this hollow ache, the light does not ask you to fix the performance.
It simply sits with you in the wreckage of the persona. There is a love that does not need you to be impressive, a love that saw the tears before you ever wiped them away.
You do not have to earn the right to be known. The light is already inside the broken places you tried to conceal.
It was there before the editing began, and it remains now that the script has failed. You are not loved for what you show.
You are loved because you are.
Drawing from
1 John 3:19-20, Gospel of Thomas 3
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