The Silence Beneath Your Performance
You stand before the mirror and practice the sound of joy until it feels like a costume you can wear. The reflection stares back, waiting for you to get it right, to make the curve of your mouth match the noise you force from your throat.
But the light sees the silence underneath the performance. It saw Nathanael before he spoke, sitting under the fig tree in the quiet of his own doubt.
It knows the weight of the mask you are crafting. You do not need to perfect the laugh to be held.
The One who knows your hidden hours is not asking for a show. He is waiting for the moment you stop pretending and simply let the silence be enough.
The performance ends where the real presence begins.
Drawing from
John 1:48, Gospel of Thomas 70
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