the moment after you finally confess and the silence stretches out so long you are certain they are mentally packing their bags to leave you

The Silence Where He Runs

The words are out now. Hanging in the air between you and the one you love.

And the silence that follows feels less like a pause and more like a goodbye. You watch their eyes, certain you are seeing the exact moment they begin to pack their bags.

Certain the distance has become too wide to cross. But in this deepest hour, when the fear screams that you have lost everything, remember the father who saw his son while he was still a long way off.

He did not wait for the speech to finish. He did not calculate the cost.

He ran. The silence you are enduring is not the sound of someone leaving.

It is the space where the running happens. The light does not measure your failure; it measures the distance it is willing to cover to reach you.

You are not being abandoned in this quiet. You are being approached.

The dawn is not waiting for you to fix this; it is coming to meet you right here in the ruin.

Drawing from

Luke, Apocryphon of John

Verses

Luke 15:20, Apocryphon of John 25:20-22

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