He Ran Before You Spoke
The water is running hot, and you are already rehearsing the lie. You are practicing the smile you will wear when they ask where the other parent is, building a wall of words so their excitement doesn't shatter against the truth.
You think you are protecting them by hiding the break. But the light does not need your performance to see what is happening behind the mask.
There is a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off. He did not wait for the speech.
He did not wait for the excuse. He ran.
Before the apology, before the cover-up — he ran. The light sees the exhaustion of holding up the facade.
It sees the grief you are trying to swallow so you can get through the morning. You do not have to be the one who keeps it all together.
The truth is heavy, but the mask is heavier. Maybe today, you do not have to explain everything.
Maybe you just have to let someone see the tired eyes behind the steam.
Drawing from
Luke 15:20, Matthew 6:6
Verses
Luke 15:20
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