Washing Dishes While the Betrayal Sings
The water is warm on your hands, scrubbing the plates from a meal that feels like ash in your mouth. Behind you, your child hums the song the betrayer taught them—a melody that used to mean safety, now twisted into a weapon.
You want to stop the humming, to scrub the memory off the air, but the light does not ask you to fight the song. It asks you to wash the dish in front of you.
The kingdom is not a distant place you must flee to; it is inside you, right here in the steam and the soap. You came from the light, and that origin cannot be overwritten by a stranger's tune.
The humming will pass. The light remains.
You are not defined by the betrayal, but by the quiet, steady hands that keep loving through the mess.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas 50, Gospel of Thomas 24, Matthew 6:18
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