The Light Waiting in the Passenger Seat
The engine is off, but you are still sitting in the dark driveway, rehearsing a voice that does not feel like yours. You are practicing a smile that feels like a mask, terrified that if you walk through the door with the truth on your face, the people inside will not know how to love you.
But listen — the light that lives within you was not generated by your performance today, and it will not vanish if you stop pretending. You came from the light, a place where nothing is hidden and no mask is required.
When you finally turn the key and step out, you are not bringing a broken thing home to be fixed; you are bringing the light itself, which has been waiting in the passenger seat the whole time.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas, John
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