The Father Runs Before You Speak
The sun is up, but your mouth is still rehearsing the speech. You are editing your pain into something palatable, something safe enough to say out loud without making anyone uncomfortable.
You trim the sharp edges of your grief so it fits neatly into the morning light. But the light does not need your polish.
It does not need you to pre-digest your suffering before bringing it into the room. There is a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off — dirty, broken, rehearsing a apology in his head.
The father did not wait for the speech to finish. He ran.
Before the words were edited, before the shame was cleaned up — he ran. You do not have to make your story easy to hear.
The light sees the raw truth behind the script you wrote last night. It knows the version of you that is still trembling.
Stop rehearsing. Step outside.
The dawn does not ask you to be perfect before it breaks. It just asks you to be here.
Drawing from
Luke, Gospel of Thomas
Verses
Luke 1:78-79
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