waking up and immediately checking to see if the silence broke overnight

The Light That Sees You Now

The sun is up, but you are still checking the silence to see if it broke while you slept. You scan the notifications, the empty inbox, the quiet room, looking for proof that you exist to someone other than yourself.

It is exhausting to wake up and immediately start performing okayness for an audience that isn't there. You put on the mask because the world expects it, not because the light inside you requires it.

But listen — the light does not need you to be loud to be real. It was already shining before you checked your phone.

It was already holding you before the first notification arrived. You do not have to earn your place in the morning by proving you are heard.

The silence is not emptiness; it is the space where the truth lives without an audience. You are not defined by who sees you today.

You are defined by the light that sees you right now.

Drawing from

Matthew, Gospel of Thomas

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