waiting for test results and the silence that feels louder than any answer

Waiting in the Light That Already Holds You

The sun is up, but the answer isn't here yet. You are sitting in the silence between the question and the reply, and it feels heavier than the night you just survived.

The world is moving outside your window, but for you, time has stopped. — The light does not rush.

It arrived this morning without a shout, without demanding you be ready. It simply filled the room while you were still afraid.

You do not need the result to be held. You are already held in the quiet.

The silence is not empty; it is full of a presence that knows the end of the story before the middle begins. You made it through the dark.

Now you get to wait in the light.

Drawing from

Luke 1:78-79, Gospel of Thomas 51

Verses

Luke 1:78-79

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