Drop the script and simply show up
The sun is up, and with it comes the old rehearsal. You have practiced the speech a thousand times in the dark, polishing every word, hoping that if you just say it perfectly, the trust will return.
But while you were memorizing the apology, they were quietly forgetting why they stopped trusting you in the first place. The distance grew not from the original wound, but from your silence while you prepared to speak.
There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off. He did not wait for the speech.
He ran. Before the apology, before the explanation — he ran.
The light of this morning is not asking for your perfect words. It is asking you to stop rehearsing and start walking.
The trust you fear is lost is actually waiting for you to drop the script and simply show up. You do not need to explain the dawn to the sun for it to rise.
Drawing from
Luke, Gospel of Thomas
Verses
Luke 15:20
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