rehearsing the exact words you will say when they confront you, over and over until your mouth goes dry

The Light Knows You Before You Speak

The sun is up, and the mask is already on. You are walking through the morning rehearsing the exact words you will say when they confront you.

Over and over, a dry loop in your mouth, a script for a battle that hasn't started. You are trying to build a wall of perfect sentences to keep the shame out.

But the light does not need your defense. It saw you before you ever spoke a word.

It knows the argument before you formulate it. There is a place inside you where the script falls away, where the performance ends and the truth begins.

The kingdom is not a stage you have to act upon. It is already spread out beneath your feet, hidden in the quiet spaces between your rehearsed lines.

You do not have to convince the light of your worth. It is already there, waiting for you to stop talking and just be.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas, John

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