the quiet shame of rehearsing a forgiveness speech for someone who doesn't know they hurt you

The Light Sees Your Hidden Pain

The coffee is cold, and you are rehearsing words for a person who doesn't know they hurt you. You smile at the coworker, nod at the neighbor, carrying a script of forgiveness for a wound they never saw.

The mask feels heavy today, doesn't it? The performance of being okay while your heart is still bleeding in secret.

But the light does not need your perfect composure. It sees the rehearsal.

It sees the pain behind the eyes that say 'I'm fine.' What you are trying to bring forth in silence is already known. You do not have to finish the speech to be held.

The light is not waiting for your performance to end before it can love you. It is sitting with you right now, in the quiet shame of the unspoken word.

You are not alone in the mask. The truth is already here, waiting for you to put the script down.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas 51, Gospel of Thomas 70

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