reaching for your phone to share a small, specific joy and realizing the one person who would understand the reference is no longer there to receive it

Joy Remains When The Witness Is Gone

The sun is setting, and the armor of the day finally comes off. In that quiet, your thumb finds the screen, ready to share a small, specific joy—a song, a joke, a glimpse of something beautiful.

Then the silence hits. The one person who would understand the reference is no longer there to receive it.

The joy turns heavy in your hand, a stone instead of a gift. But listen: that joy did not vanish because it had nowhere to land.

It came from the light within you, the place where the light came into being on its own accord. You are that drop.

The capacity to see the beauty was yours before the sharing, and it remains yours now. The light that sparked the joy is still burning, even in the absence of the witness.

You do not need the other person to validate the moment for it to be real. The joy is not lost; it is simply waiting for you to recognize it as your own native tongue.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas 50, Gospel of Thomas 24

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