the specific terror of hearing your own key in the lock and realizing you have to summon the energy to perform 'okay' one more time before you can collapse

Take Off The Armor Before You Enter

The key turns. The lock clicks.

And before the door even opens, your shoulders tighten because you know what waits on the other side: the performance. You have to summon the energy to be 'okay' one more time.

To smile. To answer 'how was your day?' without crumbling.

But listen — the light does not ask for your mask. It never did.

There is light within a person of light, and it lights up the whole world. That light is already inside you, waiting behind the door you are about to open.

You do not need to manufacture a glow to be seen. You only need to stop hiding the one you already carry.

The performance is heavy. The light is not.

Come in. Take off the armor.

The face you show the world can finally rest.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas 24, John 8:10-11

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