the fear that your true self is unlovable and will be abandoned if revealed

The Light Loves You Before You Clean Up

The sun is rising, and with it comes the old fear that if you stop performing, you will be left alone. You have spent the night hiding the parts of yourself you think are too broken to be seen.

But look at the light returning—it does not wait for the world to be perfect before it shines. It touches the dirt, the cracks, the unfinished things first.

There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off, still covered in the filth of his failure. He did not wait for the boy to clean up.

He ran. Before the apology, before the speech—he ran.

The light does not require you to be lovable before it loves you. It loves you so that you can finally be real.

You are not safe because you are hidden; you are safe because you are held.

Drawing from

Luke, 1 John

Verses

Luke 15:20, 1 John 4:18

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