the terrifying certainty that if anyone saw the real you, they would immediately leave

The Dawn Asks Only For Presence

The sun is just breaking the horizon, and with it comes that familiar dread—the certainty that if anyone saw the real you, the mask would crack and they would run. You have spent the night rehearsing the performance, polishing the version of yourself that is safe to love.

But the light does not wait for the costume to be perfect. It sees what is hidden in the quiet before the day begins.

There is a truth inside you that was placed there before the fear ever arrived. If you bring forth what is within you—the raw, unpolished, trembling truth—it will save you.

If you keep it buried, it will destroy you. The dawn is not asking for your perfection.

It is asking for your presence. You are not a secret to be kept.

You are the light itself, finally waking up.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas, Matthew

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