the moment you catch yourself using your own parent's cruel voice on your child and realize the cycle is already spinning

You Are Where History Ends

The voice that just left your lips belonged to your father, not to you. It slipped out in the dark, a ghost wearing your throat, and now the silence feels like a crime scene.

You are staring at the small face you frightened, wondering if the damage is already done, if the cycle has locked itself in place forever. But listen — the light that lives inside you is older than that ghost.

It was there before the first cruel word was ever spoken to you, and it is there now, beneath the shame. You did not bring forth what is within you; you brought forth what was done to you.

And that mistake does not define you. The light is not a chain; it is a breaking.

It does not scold you for the echo; it steps between you and the past to stop the spin. You are not your history.

You are the place where the history ends.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas, Matthew

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