rehearsing the text message you will never send because admitting you are not okay feels like admitting defeat

The Light Reads Your Unsent Message

The sun is finally down, and the armor you wore all day is heavy on the floor. Now comes the quiet part—the part where you type the truth into the screen, then delete it, then type it again.

You rehearse the words that say you are not okay, but your finger hovers over send because admitting the crack feels like admitting defeat. You think silence is strength.

You think holding the weight alone proves you can carry it. But the light does not measure your worth by how much you can endure without breaking.

There was a man who carried a paralytic through a roof just to get him to the one who could heal him—he did not wait for the man to walk in on his own. The light is not impressed by your performance of being fine.

It is waiting for the honesty you are too afraid to send. The message you never send is the very thing the light is already reading in the dark.

Drawing from

Mark 2:3-5, Matthew 11:28

Verses

Matthew 11:28

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