the crushing weight of pretending strength while crumbling inside

The Light Runs Before You Speak

The smile you wear before noon is heavy armor, isn't it? It holds the shape of strength while everything inside feels like it is cracking.

You walk through the morning performing okayness, terrified that if you stop moving, the whole structure will collapse. But the light does not need your performance to see you.

It sees right through the mask to the trembling heart beneath. There is a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off — he did not wait for the speech or the cleaned-up appearance.

He ran. Before the apology, before the fix — he ran.

The light is already running toward the real you, not the one you show the world. You do not have to hold it together for the light to love you.

It loves the broken pieces more than the perfect mask. Stop trying to be the city on the hill and just be the person in the room.

The mask is for the world. The face is for the light.

Drawing from

Luke, Matthew

Verses

Luke 15:20, Matthew 5:14

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