the phantom weight of a holiday table you must now pretend to enjoy alone

The Light Sitting at Your Empty Table

The house is quiet now, but the silence feels heavy, like a chair pulled up to a table that no one else will occupy. You are expected to smile at a holiday you must now endure alone, carrying a plate for a ghost while the world celebrates around you.

It is a specific kind of darkness when the festive lights only illuminate how empty the room has become. But listen — the light does not require a crowd to be real.

It does not need the noise of a feast to exist. There is a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off.

He did not wait for the apology. He ran.

Before the speech, before the explanation of where he had been or why he left — he ran. That same running love is not confined to a crowded room.

It is here, in this quiet, in this ache. The light that lived in Jesus is already sitting at this table with you.

It is not a guest you have to entertain. It is the very air you are breathing.

You are not alone in this watch. The light is keeping the vigil with you.

Drawing from

Luke 15:20, John 14:23

Verses

Luke 15:20, John 14:23

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