The Light Runs Toward Your Survival
The silence of this hour is heavy enough without the weight of your own contradiction. You wished for them to be quiet so you could survive, and now that you are standing, breathing, feeling the return of your own strength, the shame hits you like a cold draft.
It feels like hypocrisy to be whole when you prayed for their absence. But listen — the light does not scold the seed for breaking the soil.
There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off. He did not wait for the apology.
He ran. Before the speech, before the confession of wasted years, he ran.
The light runs toward the part of you that is afraid of its own survival. Your returning energy is not a betrayal of the past; it is the only honest response to the gift you were given.
The wish for silence was the cry of the drowning; the strength you feel now is the breath of the rescued. You are not a hypocrite for living.
You are the proof that the darkness did not win.
Drawing from
Luke 15:20, Mark 4:28
Verses
Luke 15:20, Mark 4:28
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