The Light That Remains When Words Are Gone
The screen is the only light in the room now. You typed it all out—the truth, the anger, the plea—and then you deleted it, one character at a time, until the box was empty again. Now the cursor blinks. A steady, rhythmic pulse where their reply should be. It feels like a countdown to nothing. Like you are shouting into a void that refuses to echo back.
But listen to the silence between the blinks. That space is not empty. It is full. There is a light within you that lights up the whole world, even when the screen goes dark. It was there before you typed the first word, and it remains now that the last one is gone. You do not need their response to be whole. You do not need their validation to be seen.
The kingdom is inside of you, and it is outside of you. It is not waiting on the other end of that message thread. The light does not blink. It does not wait. It simply is. You are not defined by the words you unsaid, nor by the silence that follows. You are the light that sees both.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas 24, Gospel of Thomas 3
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