the silence after you finally tell the truth and they don't leave, but you still feel like an imposter in your own skin

The Light Inside Your Trembling

The room is quiet now. You told the truth, and they did not leave, yet you still feel like a stranger in your own skin.

This is the heaviest hour, where the mind insists you are an imposter despite the evidence of their staying. But listen — what you are searching for is not somewhere else; the kingdom is inside you, right here in this trembling body.

You are looking for a feeling of worthiness that has already arrived, but you do not recognize it yet. The light does not need you to feel real before it lives in you; it simply is, waiting for you to stop hiding from your own reflection.

The silence is not empty; it is the space where you finally begin to believe them.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas 3, Gospel of Thomas 51

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