the trembling hands while rewriting a text message to sound less needy before hitting send

The Father Runs to the Mess

The screen glows in the gathering dark, holding your trembling hands hostage. You type the truth, then delete it, afraid the raw need will push them away.

You rewrite it again, sanding down the edges until your voice sounds like someone else entirely. But the light does not ask you to perform strength before you hit send.

There is a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off — still covered in filth, still rehearsing a speech he thought he needed to earn love — and the father ran before the first word was spoken. He did not wait for the apology to be perfect.

He ran to the mess. The light sees the drafts you deleted and the fear behind the cursor, and it loves the trembling hands more than the polished lie.

You are not too much for the one who made you.

Drawing from

Luke, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

Luke 15:20

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