typing out a message to them and deleting it over and over until your thumb hurts

Let the imperfect message send

The screen glows in the dimming room, a small rectangle holding all the words you cannot say. Your thumb types the truth, then hovers, then deletes it all.

Again. And again.

Until the muscle aches and the cursor blinks like a quiet judgment on your silence. You are trying to protect them from the weight of what you feel, or maybe protecting yourself from the risk of being seen.

But the light does not require perfect words to reach the other side. It was there in the typing, and it is there in the deleting.

The ache in your thumb is not a sign of failure; it is the physical proof that you care enough to try. The message does not have to be flawless to be received.

Sometimes the bravest thing you can do is stop editing the love inside you and just let it send.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas, Luke

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