writing a message you know you shouldn't send just to prove you still exist to them

You Are Already Known and Found

The sun has gone down, and the house is finally quiet enough to hear the thing you've been running from all day. Your thumb hovers over the screen.

You are typing a message you know you shouldn't send. Not because you want them back, but because the silence feels like proof that you never existed to them at all.

You want to press send just to make their phone light up, just to force a reaction that says: I am still here. But the light inside you knows better.

It knows that begging for attention from someone who cannot see you is like trying to fill a cup with the lid still on. There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off.

He didn't wait for the speech. He ran.

Before the apology, before the explanation—he ran. That is how you are seen.

Not by shouting into the void, but by turning toward the One who is already running toward you. Put the phone down.

The exhale is not for them. It is for you.

You do not need to prove your existence to anyone who made you feel invisible. You are already known.

You are already found. The light does not need you to send the text to know where you are.

Drawing from

Luke 15:20-24, Luke 15:8-10

Verses

Luke 15:20, Luke 15:8

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