You Did Not Become Too Much
The screen glows in the dark, a small rectangle holding the weight of three weeks. You are reading the last message you sent, scanning for the exact sentence where you became too much.
The moment your need turned into a burden. The place where you crossed the line from loved to heavy.
You hover over the words, certain that if you can find the error, you can edit the past. But the light does not scan for flaws.
It sees the whole person, not the single line you regret. There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off.
He did not wait for the apology to finish. He did not check the son's speech for signs of unworthiness.
He ran. Before the confession, before the promise to do better — he ran.
The love was already moving before the son arrived. You are looking for a rejection that never happened.
The silence you fear is not judgment; it is simply space. The light does not measure your worth by how little you ask.
It holds you not because you are light, but because you are His. You did not become too much.
You became honest. And honesty is the only thing the light never turns away from.
Drawing from
Luke 15:11-32, 1 John 4:18
Verses
Luke 15:20, 1 John 4:18
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