Peace When the Door Stays Shut
The room is quiet now, but it is a different kind of quiet than before. Before, it was the silence of waiting.
Now, it is the silence of a door that has not opened, even after you spoke your truth. You watched their face, searching for a flicker of recognition, a softening, a sign that the weight had shifted.
And when the eyes stayed hard, when the silence grew heavier than the apology itself, something inside you began to sink. You feel stranded in the space between your regret and their refusal to receive it.
But listen closely. There is a mercy that does not depend on the other person's face relaxing.
There is a peace that exists even when the human connection remains broken. The light does not wait for their permission to reach you.
It is already here, in this heavy air, offering a rest that no human silence can steal. You are not defined by the rejection you just witnessed.
You are defined by the love that keeps knocking, even when the door stays shut.
Drawing from
John 21:15-17, Gospel of Thomas 70
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