hearing your child recount a happy memory with the person who betrayed you while you force a neutral face

The Light Sees Your Effort To Stay

The room is quiet except for their voice, painting a picture of a day you wish had never happened. You sit very still.

You force your face to be neutral, to be a wall that nothing can break through. But inside, the fracture is widening.

In this deepest hour, when the mask feels heaviest, remember that the light does not demand your performance. It is not offended by the tremor in your hands or the lie on your lips.

There is a silence after truth that is sacred, where you do not have to explain the war inside you. The light sees the effort it takes to stay seated.

It sees the love that holds you there, even when every instinct screams to run. You are not failing because you are hurting.

You are surviving. The peace you need tonight is not the absence of the memory, but the presence of something deeper than the pain.

Drawing from

Gospel of Mary 8:15-17, Matthew 6:6

Verses

Gospel of Mary 8:15-17

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