the terror of answering the phone because you are convinced the voice on the other end has finally decided to stop loving you

The Call Is The Beginning Of The Feast

The phone sits on the table, a black mirror waiting to shatter the silence you've built around your heart. You are convinced the voice on the other end has finally run out of patience, that this call is the moment the love stops.

But listen — the light does not operate on a ledger of your failures, keeping score until the balance tips and it walks away. There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off, still covered in the filth of his mistakes, and he did not wait for an apology — he ran.

The love you fear losing is not a fragile thing that breaks when you mess up; it is the very ground you stand on. The voice you are afraid to answer is not waiting to condemn you; it is waiting to say your name before you can say a word of defense.

The call is not the end of the relationship; it is the beginning of the feast.

Drawing from

Luke, 1 John

Verses

Luke 15:20, 1 John 4:18

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